明堂

我待着都紊乱了，就预谋去哪玩，绑定好同伴后，单位下通知了：周六去拓展。

我就死活赖在主任那，不去啊不去啊纠结啊纠结啊。主任说：给你报名了，你必须去。

我说：周末搬家不能出门；主任说：找个更好的理由。

回到办公室，问旁边mm，拓展你去不去？ mm说：不去，周末要搬家。

泪奔。

杂志里看见老妹的插画

小楠也越发女强人的气场

为什么我总是很容易就贩卖了自己的梦想

北京那么大

很久没来了，不是因为忙，而是懒。

先上上周的照片吧，以免沉底了。

Nothing Came Out

不合群，失语症，神经质

Just because i dont say anything,
Doesn’t mean i dont like you.
I open my mouth and i try and i try.
but no words came out.

Without 40 oz. of social skills,
im just an ass in the crack of humanity.
im just a huge manitee.
a huge manitee.

..Ducktails,shirt tails,tail spin, sailor moon,GI joe, robo teck,..

i wanna watch cartons with you.
Jossie and the pussy cats and scooby do,
i want you to watch cartoons with me.

he-man, voltron and hong kong 3
i tried to ask you to your face
but no words came out.
put on my hood and walked away,
that doesn’t mean i dont like you,
and besides you’re probably holding hands
with some skinny, pretty girl that likes to
talk about bands.
and all i wanna do is ride bikes with you.
and stay up late and maybe spoon.

i opened my mouth and i tried and i tried.
and besides you’re probably holding hands
with some skinny, pretty girl that likes to talk about bands.
and all i wanna do is ride bikes with you.
and stay up late and watch cartoons.

i’m just your average thundercats ho…

特别并不代表恶意，很多时候我们只是喜欢和自己玩，并不孤独。

星期一又他妈来了。 

每段日历的重复，毫无创意可言。 

比如，我甚至想不起我上周一干了些什么，大部分的轨迹和这周一差不多。

可这就是生活。 

有时候会想，我在坚持什么呢。

在风沙四起的春天，我开始变的越来越令人生厌。

从不曾告诉别人，我并不热爱现在的生活， 怎么快乐。